Sunday, February 28, 2016

Not that anyone cares....

It has been about three years since I last wrote something on here. I have continued to write: journaling, etc. Younger people are more comfortable with Twitter and texts these days than actually writing. I am not sure if that makes them the scattered generation. If anything I am on the fringe of both generations.
And read. Just finished Girl in a Band by Kim Gordon.
There are a lot of thoughts going up there. I don't want to write in the traditional, linear sort of way.
I am thinking about evolution and our current political state.
 I thought about something at the gym today that was connected to Jung's concept of synchronicity.
I think all of us are interested in knowing the future. There also seems to be a cine-obsession with time machines (and zombies have taken over vampires for some reason).
What's with all this love for Trump? Is it the media? Why doesn't the GOP like Trump? I think it is interesting to speculate. I never quite got GOP thinking. All the Republicans I know don't like Trump. So, I am perplexed when I have not met a person who could explain what they love about him. I think the next time I talk to someone that is a Trump supporter I will ask them to explain it to me. I am not sure I will get anything rational/logical. I am sure from their point of view it will be.
I like how he is driving a wedge in things. I think sometimes there needs to be earthquakes for things to move. The last eight years have been predictable. I think it is deeper than racism. It reminds me of sports loyalty. Win or lose you are going to root for your team. Does that mean you cannot appreciate someone else's abilities in the sport?
I also think that when people discuss politics they are not looking for the solutions. So where does that leave the future or the state of the world today?

Kids can drive you nuts. This just happened. Like life, a lot of things are unexplainable. You just have to ride things out.

 I am also tired of explaining myself to people. I am not looking to be the most popular person at the party. Let's face it. There are some ignorant people in the world. Maybe, people think that about me. Like I said, I don't care.

I read somewhere that men search for freedom. Women supposedly values communion more (according to Carol Gilligan's work).

There can be a third way: a synthesis of everything. It can be that way in politics, in life...
Not that anyone cares...


Sunday morning


 some conglomerate of collected residue 
leftover from the weekend and our lives
a dream of a pile of Sunday papers 
some aftermath of history
it's a folly of misguided intentions, 
heart palpations from caffeine intoxication
it's a relief from falling numbers
it's being punched in the face
over and over
and drowning your face in 
ice cold water
It is anger at circumstances
and submission to servitude
Pressed Dockers
a throwback to salvation
and societal acceptance
It is crying under the overcast skies
while the crows caw on the tangled
telephone wires overhead
it's "despair" graffiti'd 
on the downward slopes
of the skate park ramp
It is getting back in the ring
and ready to fight
when the bell
dings